-*the secret between US(:

everytime our eyes meet
this feeling inside me
its more than words can tell..
<3

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

This yr hasn't been too good for me in terms of health; in fact, one of the worst years.

for the 3rd time (or slightly more) im down with gastric-related illness :( I can only rmb the three more serious times, sometimes its just a few hrs kinda thing. First it was during april, second was during my attachment (a full blow gastric flu, was extremly horrible) n now, the third. Its not very bad compared to the previous, but it just really uncomfortable..almost every single hr u feel like puking, n ur tongue totally lost its taste. Even water tastes horrid to me for some reason :(

this time one was really silly. It happened last thurs when i was really hungry during lunch. Knowing how crowded the horrid science canteen is, i went to get malay food which was the shortest. Most of the food there are spicy. n cos i had spicy food on an empty stomach, this happened. Dont scold me for skipping my meals cos i had tt @ 12pm! n i even had breakfast tt morning.

i know my stomach is my weakest organ. n i was tinking if i were to die of one organ failure wad wld it be..i wld think its the acidity of my gastric juice! my grandpa actually died of long term gastric problem :(

n so since last thurs, i've been bumming ard cos i constantly feel like throwing up n very tired. with exams less than a mth time, im increasingly becoming worried cos im 'wasting' my precious time away doing nothing or just the bare minimum for projects. projects r really draining my energy at this pt :( n the fact that others have alrdy started revision just makes me feel more guilty abt not doing much. i just cant concentrate with my silly gastric!

i've decided to see the doctor tmr! no more delays. i've been taking old gastric pills since thurs but its not working :( wanted to see family doc on sunday but its close, n so is today. didn't want to see another doc for the fear of wrong diagnosis like the previous time.

just hope to get well soon. n im glad for the little cares ard :)

heal me ; give me strength to do ur will

xoxo

yours truly<3

LOVES*<3

-* her man :))
-* her precious girlfrens :)
-* DANCEdanceDANCE
-* SHOPPING!
-* children (they're a joy!)
-* colours! esp. pink,blue,purple&white
-* glittery shiny blingblings!
-* dogs & the other furry huggables
-* the beach
-* her collection of photos
-* ice-cream & cakes! YUMS:)
-* trying out new recipes:)
-* stars,hearts & snowflakes
-* roses & lilies
-* feeling loved and cared for(:

TOTALLY DISLIKES*..

feeling vulnerable & alone.

Be MY santa(:

.vintage doll dress
.white long-sleeve shirt
.bronze/white clutch handbag
.~~white heels~~(thanks dear!)
.black/white/striped shorts
.off-shoulder top
.~~wallet~~(thanks dear!)
.vintage fashion necklaces
.a classy/elegant watch
.mp3 player (white ipod vid!!sulks)

But above all,i only want my happily ever after(:

say you love me(:

-*michelle(:*-
6th May 1987
nineteen
can't stop dancing
NUS FASS!(:|ajc|crescentgirls'|aitongpri
a student/girlfriend/dancer/mentor
believes that life is short, so treasure it(: &
the greatest feeling can only be felt with the heart<3

Aspires to be a
counsellor/special education teacher
& help the needy children
around the world(:

and also,
accomplish all main genres
of dance by 21yrs old:)

-*Her life story(:*-

the Girl.

little michelle doing push up!:P

always fooling around(:

sweet nineteen*(:

twenty- & all grown up(:

retrolicious<3

Her family(:

her brother(:-monkey see monkey do!:D

Then: family pic in Japan.

family pic in 2004(:

dec'06- bro&mum's bday celebration. family+bro'sGF

her baby,twinkle(:

Her LOVE (:

our 1yr anniv celebration:D

his 20th bday surprise :D

post wushu comp celebration (:

1st pic without braces :D:D

stretching together (:

my 20th bday (:

piggy-back(:

darling's off to taiwan; longest time apart :(

the fun we share :D

beautiful nights.

valentine's day <3

safe&warm:]

Christmas '06 with the other-half,hahas:)

so special*(:

her man(:

so proud of u baby!(:

back to college, where they 1st met <3

aj prom'05- antique, but precious(:

The *wonderful p'ple* in her life (:

chernChieh*- her confidant; the one who's always dere(:

yiRu*-aka darling panda! totally <3 the girl talks we share & the crazy fun we always haf(:

juliana*- the one tt makes her NUS life a great one!(:

valencia*- her closest cousin; the shopping partner!(:

meow*-the photo whore/greedy'ing/late-together girlfren!:)

bel*-the shopping/eating/baking/beach'ing girlfren!:)

pauline*-the crescent goodie whos in a faraway land!

kangLi*-shopaholic & 'can't stop looking @ the neoprints' twin(:

xiuyan,kangli,wendy,meow,shahraini(: miss the 26o4 days.

Abi*-her mentee; her inpiration(:

the bro&sis whom she admires ;the joy of volunteering (:

26o4 @ Ms Sab's hse after the A's. She's more than juz a tcher to us; we loved sch 'cos of her!(:

Her schooling* days (:

AJC prom night*- 26o4,the great p'ple(:

prettily dressed on Be urself day(:

finally,a full clique pic(:-bel,me,bao,wendy,xiu,meow-

serviceLearnin days*-john,shah,kenny,jeep,kelvin,wendy,me-(:

cheetah hse CHEERLEADING*-great p'ple,great fun(:

AJ dance*-rapsody @ kallang theatre(:

AJ dance*-Chinese New Yr performance(:

AJ Dance*-College day '06,the cat dance(:

AJ Dance*-SYF:Gold with Honours(:

crazy & fun(:

the greatest AJ dance girlfren(:

the '04 and '05 dancers(:

Her other joy (:

the teaching days*-blessed 2 haf such wonderful colleagues(:

the teaching days*-her adorable kids(:

haha! but yea,she misses teaching the rascals!

Her DANCE/performing life (:

171206-'the 70s Xmas show' @ DXO with groove studio. Jazz girls:)

'the 70s Xmas show' @ DXO

261106-mtv dance performance @ DXO

160906-WUSA! Girls' Nation Dance Battle champions(:

(L-R)me,rashida,sam&pris!(: post competition.

v.memorable 1st club experience(: flush frm e 7shots!

260806-Girls Nation Dance Battle heats!

bugis rdshow with bernissa & jovienne!(:

marina square with olessia!

performance for SOKA!

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.lifeStory* .tag* .darlinks*