-*the secret between US(:

everytime our eyes meet
this feeling inside me
its more than words can tell..
<3

Friday, August 17, 2007

was asking my dance friend abt what happened to Hamzah's mum since they went to attend the wake last night..n i was shocked to hear tt his mum actually committed suicide by jumping frm the 12th floor of their hse. She had a long history of depression ever since his dad divorced her. How powerful love can be, especially in driving a woman to her death. so much for a man who doesnt love her anymore..sigh.

sometimes i wonder..when life seem to crumble before you, is there really really no way out other then to end your life? the fact tt ur able to find the courage to actually jump from so high does show that possibly, u've some strength within you..maybe just more negative than postive ones. How about leaving the ones who love you so much behind? Isnt such a rash act selfish n cruel?

suicide, isnt that inevitable? we all go through times when the pastures seem less green or even barren..times where we just feel so bobbed up by problems tt never seemed to have a solution..or surpressed unhappiness till the extent we cant take it anymore. i admit im a victim of at least one of the above a couple of times in my 20 yrs of living. but i guess i hafnt had enough courage to do sucha thing..

or rather, i'll never bare to live my loved ones behind..not till i get married to the man who loves me the most, bare his children (min. 1 girl 1 boy, not more than 3..hahahah), aged happily n lovingly, be a pretty & hot mama..

ohwells, mayb tt doesnt give me a reason at all to leave this wonderful place :)

yours truly<3

LOVES*<3

-* her man :))
-* her precious girlfrens :)
-* DANCEdanceDANCE
-* SHOPPING!
-* children (they're a joy!)
-* colours! esp. pink,blue,purple&white
-* glittery shiny blingblings!
-* dogs & the other furry huggables
-* the beach
-* her collection of photos
-* ice-cream & cakes! YUMS:)
-* trying out new recipes:)
-* stars,hearts & snowflakes
-* roses & lilies
-* feeling loved and cared for(:

TOTALLY DISLIKES*..

feeling vulnerable & alone.

Be MY santa(:

.vintage doll dress
.white long-sleeve shirt
.bronze/white clutch handbag
.~~white heels~~(thanks dear!)
.black/white/striped shorts
.off-shoulder top
.~~wallet~~(thanks dear!)
.vintage fashion necklaces
.a classy/elegant watch
.mp3 player (white ipod vid!!sulks)

But above all,i only want my happily ever after(:

say you love me(:

-*michelle(:*-
6th May 1987
nineteen
can't stop dancing
NUS FASS!(:|ajc|crescentgirls'|aitongpri
a student/girlfriend/dancer/mentor
believes that life is short, so treasure it(: &
the greatest feeling can only be felt with the heart<3

Aspires to be a
counsellor/special education teacher
& help the needy children
around the world(:

and also,
accomplish all main genres
of dance by 21yrs old:)

-*Her life story(:*-

the Girl.

little michelle doing push up!:P

always fooling around(:

sweet nineteen*(:

twenty- & all grown up(:

retrolicious<3

Her family(:

her brother(:-monkey see monkey do!:D

Then: family pic in Japan.

family pic in 2004(:

dec'06- bro&mum's bday celebration. family+bro'sGF

her baby,twinkle(:

Her LOVE (:

our 1yr anniv celebration:D

his 20th bday surprise :D

post wushu comp celebration (:

1st pic without braces :D:D

stretching together (:

my 20th bday (:

piggy-back(:

darling's off to taiwan; longest time apart :(

the fun we share :D

beautiful nights.

valentine's day <3

safe&warm:]

Christmas '06 with the other-half,hahas:)

so special*(:

her man(:

so proud of u baby!(:

back to college, where they 1st met <3

aj prom'05- antique, but precious(:

The *wonderful p'ple* in her life (:

chernChieh*- her confidant; the one who's always dere(:

yiRu*-aka darling panda! totally <3 the girl talks we share & the crazy fun we always haf(:

juliana*- the one tt makes her NUS life a great one!(:

valencia*- her closest cousin; the shopping partner!(:

meow*-the photo whore/greedy'ing/late-together girlfren!:)

bel*-the shopping/eating/baking/beach'ing girlfren!:)

pauline*-the crescent goodie whos in a faraway land!

kangLi*-shopaholic & 'can't stop looking @ the neoprints' twin(:

xiuyan,kangli,wendy,meow,shahraini(: miss the 26o4 days.

Abi*-her mentee; her inpiration(:

the bro&sis whom she admires ;the joy of volunteering (:

26o4 @ Ms Sab's hse after the A's. She's more than juz a tcher to us; we loved sch 'cos of her!(:

Her schooling* days (:

AJC prom night*- 26o4,the great p'ple(:

prettily dressed on Be urself day(:

finally,a full clique pic(:-bel,me,bao,wendy,xiu,meow-

serviceLearnin days*-john,shah,kenny,jeep,kelvin,wendy,me-(:

cheetah hse CHEERLEADING*-great p'ple,great fun(:

AJ dance*-rapsody @ kallang theatre(:

AJ dance*-Chinese New Yr performance(:

AJ Dance*-College day '06,the cat dance(:

AJ Dance*-SYF:Gold with Honours(:

crazy & fun(:

the greatest AJ dance girlfren(:

the '04 and '05 dancers(:

Her other joy (:

the teaching days*-blessed 2 haf such wonderful colleagues(:

the teaching days*-her adorable kids(:

haha! but yea,she misses teaching the rascals!

Her DANCE/performing life (:

171206-'the 70s Xmas show' @ DXO with groove studio. Jazz girls:)

'the 70s Xmas show' @ DXO

261106-mtv dance performance @ DXO

160906-WUSA! Girls' Nation Dance Battle champions(:

(L-R)me,rashida,sam&pris!(: post competition.

v.memorable 1st club experience(: flush frm e 7shots!

260806-Girls Nation Dance Battle heats!

bugis rdshow with bernissa & jovienne!(:

marina square with olessia!

performance for SOKA!

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