Friday, May 18, 2007
sushi date with ru @ ichiban sushi :) yummmyy! i love the sushi there..its really quite unique. attempted to "rekindle" my "love" for raw salmon..n with ru's encouragement, i successfully ate 3 raw salmon sushi! yay:D (well, there's a pretty long story as to why im so scared of raw stuff..it was some pri school "dare" tt i had to do as a four-feet n YUCK i almost died trying to chew tt bloody raw chewy liveless thing.)
went to look at scrapbooking stuff too (since we're both into in!) MAN, i fell in love with the flower decorations right away! it was like love at first sight man. ru said its so me cos its pink n girly, heh. n we had some silly-fun in spotlight..i laughed till my stomach ached so badly! (BUT, thanks for training my abs dear!!) ur always my panRUdarling :)
thanks ru for making time for me once again, always enjoyed out lil dates ;) (its no wonder we HOOKED up yes? LOL) cant wait for out little escape trip overseas n our food hunt in june! scrapbooking together soon yes?? :D:D
darling came to watch me rehearse today again. (thanks for waiting!) forced myself to dance despite the hip injury..not much of a choice. now my left sole hurts terribly (due to the hip injury)..i seriously need a GOOD foot reflexology. will go see the sing seh in the afternoon to get my hip fixed AGAIN..but im afraid i mite displace the hip & leg joint again since i've to dance so frequently. its saddening how u cant dance properly :( rahhh.
tts all for now, toooodles! needa go get some beauty sleep right away:)
sometimes,
its just so hard to smile on the outside.
if only i could go back in time
n be that little girl..
so carefree..tip-toeing away
from corner to corner,
as if the dance floor was hers.
trying harder n harder each day,
struggling in this cruel world,
losing grip n almost givin up.
but admist the silence,
when u look into her eyes
with that genuine loving care,
gently placing ur warm palms on her cheeks
n trying to create
that smile on her troubled face..
that's when she realises that
your still there.
a priceless reaffirmation,
thats what she really needs now..
to keep her going on.
oh please,
dont take my sunshine away?
p.s pictures up next entry! am really exhausted n in physical pain :(
yours truly<3