everytime our eyes meet
this feeling inside me
its more than words can tell..
<3
Monday, January 08, 2007
its 1.20am now..was doing some personal reflections after reading darling's email (thx!:]) n i thought i shld pen down my thoughts.
relationships -- be it lovers, family, friends..even animals. as long as their living things, n we have an affinity for them, relationships r simply formed by that. but how often do we take a step further?
Over the years, somehow, i've began to learn to treasure the things around me even more. i would admit tt although i still take things for granted today (like being rude to my parents etc), i was very much worst in the past.
what set the change? i wld say its the many situations i've experienced, making me realise how precious life/relationships are..tt in this ever-changing n fast moving world, everything is unpredictable..making me feel tt life is indeed very vulnerable. i still rmb, 3 yrs back..i had 4 p'ple whom i noe, who passed away in tt very same yr. n last yr, 2 of my dogs passed away. Losing people/things ard me whom i always regarded as 'normal' but actually deep down inside, i realise they were special to me, was indeed a very painful process i had to go through cos i noe..i'll nv be able to express such sentiments to them ever again, to thank them for their existence in my life. we always regret, dont we?
many a times, we always wait till its too late before we realise how impt certain things r in our lives..many a times also, we hold back in expressing gratitude to the many great things (even small actions) p'ple do for us..sometimes, i really wonder whats holding us back.
tt's y as the years go past..i told myself that whatever i do, i wana do it willingly..n i wanna make the effort to b thankful n appreciative to the little things tt people do for me even though it may b normal. saying 'thank you' isnt sucha hard thing to do i suppose..afterall, it makes some one's day after all :)
tts also a reason why i chose to continue volunteering my time to the children at the homes..cos it constantly reminds me to be more appreciative n also, feel blessed for what i have as theres many unfortunate p'ple out there. although they may be less well-off as compared to us, in my eyes, i think they're one grp of people who has the best will-power and heart of gold in this world..cos i believe, only one who has been thru hardship wld truly understand the importance of things ard them. so hence, i wanna learn tt frm them :)
well, i guess im one person who treasures friendships/ relationships ALOT. i dont know if its a good thing or not..cos sometimes i end up taking things too seriously n eventually hurt myself. but whatever it is, im happy n thankful for the many things i have in my life now-- a good family, my sweet & caring friends, my adorable but sometimes irritating dog, the dance/ media opportunities, n not forgetting..my sweetheart :) thank you for being part of me.
yours truly<3
LOVES*<3
-* her man :))
-* her precious girlfrens :)
-* DANCEdanceDANCE -* SHOPPING!
-* children (they're a joy!)
-* colours! esp. pink,blue,purple&white
-* glittery shiny blingblings! -* dogs & the other furry huggables
-* the beach
-* her collection of photos
-* ice-cream & cakes! YUMS:)
-* trying out new recipes:)
-* stars,hearts & snowflakes
-* roses & lilies
-* feeling loved and cared for(:
-*michelle(:*- 6th May 1987
nineteen
can't stop dancing
NUS FASS!(:|ajc|crescentgirls'|aitongpri
a student/girlfriend/dancer/mentor
believes that life is short, so treasure it(: &
the greatest feeling can only be felt with the heart<3
Aspires to be a
counsellor/special education teacher
& help the needy children
around the world(:
and also,
accomplish all main genres
of dance by 21yrs old:)
back to college, where they 1st met <3
juliana*- the one tt makes her NUS life a great one!(:
