Saturday, September 17, 2005
omg. why is my internet in chinese? its quite irritating when u don't understand the terms n feel lost. okie thats random.
anyway, a wk has passed since the prelims started. the prelims, yet another exam. sometimes u just get so numb to such things, but yet u know they're impt. thank goodness, this prelims wldn't be used to enter the University or anything of tt sort otherwise i'll be greatly disadvantaged. i realise, never once in ajc i was satisfied with my grades. and honestly, i dont ask for extremely gd scores..or someting unachievable like AAA. okay, not that its unachievable, nth is impossible afterall isn't it, but i noe my capabilities and im pretty realistic when it comes to such things. i certainly do not believe it aiming so high n making myself all stressed up. im just aiming to get into the course of my choice -- ie. NUS (arts and social sci fac)- n pursue what i aspire to do. but i guess its no use thinking, hoping or what some p'ple say, daydreaming. we just have to get down to wk..and I haf to seriously do that if i really want it.
so much awaits after the As n im alrdy starting to get so hyped up abt it. just this sunday, n it'll be exactly 2mths b4 my term in a junior college ends or rather the As. a 6 mth break. exploring new things - the tings i've been wanting to do like trying all sorts of dances (especially latin!!), wakeboarding, probably get back to tennis & bowling, maybe ballet, n i wanna sign up for mission trips to help the needy overseas..n just so many other lovely things tt awaits. theres so much in life i've been wanting to do, and hopefully 6 mths will be enuff:) ohohoh, n im most looking 4ward to my tour to europe next yr!:) ahhh. it'll be a dream come true:) i love scenic places so much!-great architecture that yet retain its age, blooming flowers in spring, lush greenery. not doubt, yet another paradise on the other side of the world:)
but b4 all that, i've to brave myself through this very last lap and perservere to achieve the ultimate goal:) we will survive.
yours truly<3