-*the secret between US(:

Thursday, May 07, 2009

its time for change,
time for a new look,
time for new spot.

will be moving my blog for good!

ask me if ur keen in knowing.

<3

yours truly<3

Monday, February 23, 2009

its been SOOOO LONG since i last blogged man n im surprised ppl still read it!

(quick shoutout: hello baobao, i didnt noe u still read my blog! i haven't seen/talk to you for yrs now :( )

so since im on my blog shall just have a quickie update.

this sem is an EXTREMELY busy one for me. its the most stressful sem yet simply cos im taking 5 modules of which 1 is a 2nd attachment. By right i've left with only 4 mods this sem to graduate, but decided to clear 1 honours breadth to lighten wkload in honours yr. I guess the attachment is REALLY tiring me out! Sometimes i cant help but wonder why i always put myself thru such stressful situations when i envy seeing ppl have so much time studying/ reading up. (the last time was being busy with dance). My readings have now amount to almost my height (i know tts not very tall :P) hahaha. (ok not funny)

so for the past wks, a typical week of mine looks like:

Mon: 2 lects (12-2pm ,2-4pm), DG 4-6pm
Tues: 1 lect (10-12pm), attachment 3-9pm
Weds: 1 or 2 tuts in the morning/ afternn (dep on odd/even wk), 1 lect 3-5pm, tuition 7-830pm
Thurs: 1 lect (12-2pm), attacment 3-6pm
Fri: attachment (9-1pm), occassional 1 lect (2-5pm)
Sat: 1 tuition (flexible timing)
Sun: late morning church, 1 tuition (330-5pm)

so as you can see, my timetable is soooooo long n packed :( i barely have time to really do my work..most of the time im so shagged! On free'er days, im prob spend time recuperating. But on a brighter note, i've been rather blessed with my attachment thus far. Been given the opportunity to be exposed to many areas at the FSC within shld a short span of time. Learning curve is extremely steep!! but i'm still thankful for this experience altho its really draining me out.

i hope i survive this sem : / 4 lvl3000 mods + 1 lvl2000 mod seem to b suffocating me. But yes, i shall no lose faith :)

on a lighter note, im looking forward to going over to melb in late june- early july to visit yiru! its gona b winter n i l0ve winter :D im so excited tt i started looking ard for boots & winter coats. n have found stuff i like! wheeeeeeeee.

A joyful life with a heart of thanksgiving & overflowing love <3!

(hope i survive next wk's term test, very anxious!!)

xoxo

yours truly<3

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

This yr hasn't been too good for me in terms of health; in fact, one of the worst years.

for the 3rd time (or slightly more) im down with gastric-related illness :( I can only rmb the three more serious times, sometimes its just a few hrs kinda thing. First it was during april, second was during my attachment (a full blow gastric flu, was extremly horrible) n now, the third. Its not very bad compared to the previous, but it just really uncomfortable..almost every single hr u feel like puking, n ur tongue totally lost its taste. Even water tastes horrid to me for some reason :(

this time one was really silly. It happened last thurs when i was really hungry during lunch. Knowing how crowded the horrid science canteen is, i went to get malay food which was the shortest. Most of the food there are spicy. n cos i had spicy food on an empty stomach, this happened. Dont scold me for skipping my meals cos i had tt @ 12pm! n i even had breakfast tt morning.

i know my stomach is my weakest organ. n i was tinking if i were to die of one organ failure wad wld it be..i wld think its the acidity of my gastric juice! my grandpa actually died of long term gastric problem :(

n so since last thurs, i've been bumming ard cos i constantly feel like throwing up n very tired. with exams less than a mth time, im increasingly becoming worried cos im 'wasting' my precious time away doing nothing or just the bare minimum for projects. projects r really draining my energy at this pt :( n the fact that others have alrdy started revision just makes me feel more guilty abt not doing much. i just cant concentrate with my silly gastric!

i've decided to see the doctor tmr! no more delays. i've been taking old gastric pills since thurs but its not working :( wanted to see family doc on sunday but its close, n so is today. didn't want to see another doc for the fear of wrong diagnosis like the previous time.

just hope to get well soon. n im glad for the little cares ard :)

heal me ; give me strength to do ur will

xoxo

yours truly<3

Monday, October 20, 2008

after a week of some rest (mid term tests & assignments mad rush n i self-declared the past wk as my relax week :P), the mad rush is back again!

things due in the wks to come:

SW3209: grp presentation & paper
SW3219: class presentation & grp paper
GEK1534: presentation

so tt's like 5 different things to do. research for some is almost driving me insane!! but im kinda used to it cos the nature of fass modules demands such insane researching each time. i always console myself by telling miss michelle how she'll b so knowledgeable at the end of each semester. (if only she didn't have a goldfish memory)

hahaha.

anyhows, im so happy for my yg&kristal :) reading their wedding website n seeing how they're doing so well in Glassglow really made me feel encouraged somehow..i was pleasantly surprised to read an entry how the couple had successfully lead their first cell grp over there :) not tt it was anything very surprisingly..im just glad to see yg had come to know the Lord n grown in faith with leading tho hes a pretty new christian. Knowing tt hes frm a family whos a pretty staunch buddhist, it was something quite unthinkable. But i always believed tt God will do his work n continue to touch the lives/spirits of many other; non-christians. N it reminded me how a wife's faith in a relationship is very impt in strengthening the faith of her husband, like wad it was said in the scripture :) so praise the Lord for tt! will keep praying for them :))

time to sleeeeeepppp

yours truly<3

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

as usual, i haven't been updating..school this sem has gone full swing since it started!! loads have happened in my life since the last time i blogged. Some random updates:

1) FINALLY join a DG in crusade. I cldnt b more thankful to finally make a step to my spiritual growth :) God is Amazing. The weekly sharing never fail to opene my hearts..n i never fail to leave each session realizing how amazing God's works are :)

2) Successfully threw samuel's 21st :) its the first surprise party i threw! was really exciting..n im so thankful everything went really well after receiving many positive feedbacks frm his friends! n of cos, the bday boy was touched to tears..such a rare sight but i feel so happy ;)

3) Celebrated our 2nd yr anniv ;) how time flies..ups n downs, but we manage to battle them all!

4) webcam with YIRU last night!! it was so fun :D i actually called her before tt to wish her happy 21st. i was worried tt i wld dial the wrong numbers cos its indeed a longggg strinnnggg of numbers. heh. i really miss tt girl :)) n im so glad our friendship still remains the same despite the distance. <3 u plenty, RU!

5) my ex-neighbour yonggeng n his gf of EIGHT (yes,omg!) years got married!! yes, n they're only 23 :D its like the typical fairytale. sweet sigh. dont worry, the girl is not pregnant (as most typical ppl wld tink tt way). main reason was tt gf was going over to where yonggeng is currently studying to do her PHD! she was previously studying in the US. the couple is EXTREMELY intelligent la ;) all-rounder indeed. n of cos..they just really found love in each other n wanna spend the rest of their live together. i guess when u truly found love, u wldnt mind sucha commitment at all cos in my opinion, u're still going to live with this person with the rest of ur life..whether now or 10yrs later. Things shldnt change much, but just grow in love each day :)

i was super excited abt the entire thing cos its my FIRST friend getting married. it was a really sweet affair. N i must add, they're indeed a one-in-a-million couple..having to maintain a long distance rship. During their wedding, i cld really sense God's love for them both..n how He'd brought them through it all. The hymns n scripture readings reminded me what love truly is..n i aspire to be like them

6) i've got one last mid term this thurs!!

7) my cousin getting married end of this mth! michelle loves weddings :D:D

will upload some pictures when im free.

for now, needa catch up on beauty slp.

xoxo

yours truly<3

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

the only thing that keeps me sane these days is God.
everytime i speak/ cry out to him..i can sense his presence
his unconditional love that showers upon
i'm couldnt be more glad.

O Lord i pray, that u'll guide us through our days..as we come to discover you more n more each day.. Grant us wisdom; grant us strength; guard our hearts and tongues, so that we'll be above to love one another just as how u love as all.

:)

i wish i cld stop blaming myself sometimes. but its so hard..i greatest weakness is to take everything upon myself. as much as it might sound so silly, unfortunately i am.

yours truly<3

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

after more than 3 mths of MIA, im FINALLY BACK! hahha. i wonder if anyone still reads my blog anyway..

:)

lots have happened over the past month:

1) completed my 2.5mths of attachment. it was a superb experience. really learnt alot :) n i feel so glad that things turned out well eventually as for those who noe, i had lots of problems getting my agency due to several misunfortunates. n i believed the Lord had his plans for me..its through this experience tt my passion to help grew :) it was amazing how i didnt complain having to work till 11pm on some days n the amt of wk we had to do. Definitely wld love to work in MCYS child protection in future. But meanwhile, shall try other settings!

2) went Bangkok with my dance friends after attachment. it was the BEST shopping spree EVER!! bought so much n the things r unbelievaby cheap man!! most of my things cost abt 6-8 sing bucks only! i realy wanna go back again..shopping is extremely therapeutic :P

3) sentosa getaway with darling was great too :)) many more to come!!

4) many 26o4 outings. still love my jc class loads n i miss those i havent seen for ages! esp
meowmeow, baobao n wendyyy

5) school has officially begun. its the first wk n im hoping to pull myself together this sem after having lots of issues at sch last sem n eventually did very badly :(( but im determine to perform well so i can make my honours yr more worthy :) hopefully now i'll have a bigger motivation since sam is in school with me. yippee! so glad my guy frens r all back!

xoxo,
till then :)

yours truly<3

Friday, April 25, 2008

Some things that pisses me off:

1) accusing me
2) thinking you're right no matter what (well, i always believe an arguement is caused by two though i wld agree sometimes its caused by one. but still, dont behave arrogently n shut the other one off)
3) think you're very great n superior (we all have room for improvement)
4) think that its ONLY right that others compromise to suit your liking

double pissing day.

yours truly<3

Exams in 5 days time O_O

Am starting to panic!! its the time of the semester. If only i'll get immune to all these panicky feeling since i've gone through so many exams in my life!

The several study sessions with rouchi, flor & wings have been quite fruitful! :) enjoy their great company at the good old AMK library. Had Macs breakfast the other day..its been ONE YR since i ate breakfast at Macs. The other time was when Samuel came back from Taiwan. How time flies zzz.

Anyway, i really hope samuel get well soon! Party planning has been going not bad, just undecisive about the cake..cant decide where to get a cheap+good one from :( Still need to run a few more errands..Will complete at least 80% of the preparation shopping by this weekend cos i wouldnt have much time after exams. Exams end late :( Quite excited abt the partyyy..so p'ple, come enthusiastic so it'll make it a fun affair heh ;)

yours truly<3

Sunday, April 20, 2008

its 424am now, super late n i know i ought to be asleep.

but im glad im awake cos i feel so much better :)
thank you Reynard for sharing with me this
http://www.muslimjourneytohope.com
and reminding me about God's words.

Im so awed by our majestic Father :)
Strength, unconditional love, forgiveness, hope etc..if you desire.
And im so thankful that im blessed with his holy spirit that touches me time n again!

anyway im so excited n looking forward to the trip to Bangkok with gf! hope it will come true :D

yours truly<3

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

This year hasnt been too good but admist all tt shit, its always times like these when u realise how important/dear certain p'ple are to you..their genuine and unconditional love.

As much as I'm considered quite tolerant about most things in general, somehow i seriously cant stand just that few.

Im so glad that have been able to rant to samuel, rouchi, florence, Joseph and darling ru who's down under. You guys perk me up day in and out :)

Im feeling uber random now.

Im itching to go on a short breakaway trip!

but now my mind shall be solely focused on S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G.

p.s RU- hahah i was looking at pics n came across tt. i serious think u look uber adorable there. (heart melt) lol. anyways, i dont have skype!! can we webcam on msn? sorry im like super not IT savvy. n u found any gd catch over there? ;) OH btw! when r u returning to aussieland after ur break in june?

my daily dosage of love*:))

yours truly<3